Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Wed. June 25, 2008
I am having quite a time getting back into the swing of being home. I am still doing laundry after 3 days. I am seeing an end in sight today. Yeah. I made dinner last night and for the first time in years didn't clean it up right after dinner. So this morning I woke up to a dirty kitchen which I HATE.
We are having a party for all 3 of my sons this weekend. All of their birthdays fell in a 2 week stretch so we lump them all together and have a big swim party. here was my problem we had a heck of a time finding a pool. We looked for 2 days and finally we found one that would work. We set it up last night and it is HUGE. I am not kidding, it is more like a doughboy pool then a blow up pool. So the plan for today is I am going swimming with all of the boys. The funny part is there still will be more room in the pool if anyone wants to join us :) it's HUGE.
So I finally decided to weigh myself after the beach trip and I am now wishing I hadn't. I weighed in at 181. OUCH! That is the heaviest I have been since losing the weight. Which means I have put 30 pounds back on. I am feeling very sad to even admit this. When I started this blog I said I would always tell my correct weight so there you go. I am ashamed and embarresed. I talked with Shawn and after discussing July 3rd baseball, July 4th BBq. I am going to restart my diet on July 7th. That is the one year date from when I started last year and happens to fall on a Mon.. Something signifiacant about that.
Ok I am going to stop writing before I decided to delete my last paragraph.
Have a good Wed.
Ali

1 comment:

Tiny said...

You can do it Ali! Don't feel embarrassed about being candid about your weight; you're sharing w/family and good friends who want to support you and encourage you along the way. Just have everything ready so that you can resume healthy eating with confidence and ease on the 7th! I'll be rooting for you!!!